I know I know I know

I know it's been forever and I never actually update at all but I'll be honest, I just like to read what everyone else has to say. I don't have that much interesting stuff to report most of the time so ya know... Anyway I started volleyball tonight with my new indoor team and it was amazing. We totally rocked all the other teams and we were short a player so we were all pretty pumped about it. If only I had been a few inches taller... It's defintely going to be a stress buster playing volleyball with so much going on at school so I'm definitely going to try and schedule everything around it if I possibly can. I made my worthless day good in two hours it turned around so that's definitely something I'm going to grab onto.

Other than the joys of volleyball I don't have much else that I'm all that happy about. I'm pretty sad about a recent loss in my life and it's going to be tough going for a bit but hopefully I can save what's left (no one died or anything). Lots of confusing things happening right now, I had about a week time period where I was completely happy with everything in my life and that all exploded in my face a couple of days ago so that defintely set me back a bit but I'm tough and I can work through it. As for school there's a lot happening but I'm not really feeling it yet, maybe I just don't care that much right now. I just can't seem to get up enough enthusiasm about anything yet. Not that I lack the motivation, I've got that I just don't care that much right now. I think there's just a lot of other stuff outside of school that's competing with school and I just need to arrange them properly now. I really wish I didn't need to work... Maybe next semester... we'll see. Anyway that's the update for week two I don't think there's anything else to say.